Do you seriously never want to drink again? That sounds boring AF. Now I abuse alcohol and cannabis to avoid deep seeded psychological problems. I only feel happy and alive when I'm a little bit fucked up. It fills the void. But to never drink again in social situations sounds horrible. Control Your Drinking. This book helps. Keep an alcohol log. Have a BAC limit for yourself. Keep in mind I have never drank enough to have physical withdrawl symptoms. But when I drink I get very fucked up and am almost always the most fucked up person. Get super cross faded for events like concerts as well. I have been bad recently.