>lots of ambition in life
>eating well, sleeping well, getting exercise and sunlight
>plans
>well-structured paths to attaining those plans
>try to work
>summon all the willpower in the world
>can't stop doing whatever meaningless repetitive task it is that i'm doing
>be it looking at phone, listening to music, fucking staring at a wall
>life is actively slipping by

it may not make sense to some of you but i literally cannot will my body to do things at all. i don't understand what's going on.

I've set aside full days to just try to read a book, and even when i put aside everything but the book, my brain fucking short circuits and refuses to engage with the material.

i try to cook simple meals that i've cooked repeatedly in the past and i start to slump on the kitchen counter as soon as i start.

i'm not even depressed. if anything, i'm angry, and worried that i'll never be able to break out of this bizarre semi-existence.

even this post had to be planned a day in advance before i could do anything about it

what the fuck is wrong with me

Another general where trannies try to fish for women, find none and end up larping as women to fill the void.

Oh please PLEASE janny let's have another general for straight incels on the lgbt board! We haven't been erased enough!

You know sure we invaded a foreign land, killed the inhabitants, genocided the natives, and we're trying to push the world into nuclear war--- but you hate us because we're Jews!