>Imagine actually playing the game

>>40536420
I’m 14 and started doing this because I got EPI’d at 11 by those stupid softcore hentai videos on youtube that have millions of views and got addicted to porn and it was destroying me. I’m on day 4 right now after previously failing on day 4 several days ago. The urges were a lot more controllable this time ago and were less bad. Since you guys reccomended meditation so much i started doing 5 or so minutes a day and its helped a lot, its kind of teaching me that my thoughts are just thoughts and arent me, so I can just disconnect myself from the urges knowing that I can just ignore them. I’ve definitelty seen an increase in my mood and drive to do things like working out. I have bad acne, Im using skincare shit and tretinoin which is a retinoid to help it, but I just have shit genes when it comes to acne from my parents, and I’ve seen stories of semen retention curing acne. Is this actually true, im not far enough into this yet to know for sure and I really want my acne to go away. I’ve also heard of magnetism and guys and girls being suddenly drawn to those on semen retention. Is this real? I cant see for myself yet since I’m on summer break and have 6 weeks of it left. I have friends at school but overall im a shy person and im not very good at talking to new people, I’d love to be more popular and have more friends and talk to more people and stuff. Even if my skin doesnt get better and magnetism isnt real I still think this is a good thing for me and I’ll do it anyways because it gives me more energy and motivation.