I think I realized I'm spiraling with my own self loathing because I do still have feelings for a friend of mine. I feel like I'm in a weird state of hating him but he's still my friend and I care about him alot and I know he's finally in a happy relationship, but I feel like I got shot every time he talks about his partner and I feel like I can barely stand to be around him and I feel like I wish I never would've met him
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>Allow me to meter out what grace I can offer
I appreciate that means alot to me, I'll try to do my best to make y'all proud.