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PART 10/10

The sum of pettiness, injustice, insults and disgrace ive suffered would, in a meritocratic world, give me a title of nobility in other peoples eyes. But thats far from the case. So do not fall for the idea of being a better person. Its used for control and making you more compliant. Its not used to shape you into an equal with others. You were not born with emotions just to amputate them. Be angry, be sad, be happy and let this world have it. If this species cant get their shit together and stop vandalizing and consuming everything around them for short-term and shallow pleasure, then they do not deserve you in your best light. Keep your virtue to yourself. Give some people the benefit of your kindness, the second they stop noticing or acknowledging your positive aspects, withhold those virtues immediately and without negotiation. Do not bargain and compromise for things that are even slightly less than what you want.
For example:
If you meet a girl but shes not quite treating you the way you want but its still somehow acceptable or she doesnt quite look EXACTLY the way you want but shes "good enough". WALK AWAY IMMEDIATELY. Either you get EXACTLY what you want or you reject it all entirely. Do not let desperation masking itself as "realistic" outcomes fool you into selling yourself and your wishes and dreams.

Be authentic to yourself, do not play along for social points. You are paying dowry to normie schizophrenics with your time and energy.