I'm 33. My only girlfriend was a single mother of three who I dumped within a week of being with her because I knew I could not raise another man's kids (and these kids each had a different dad) and she was also an Evangelical and would not fuck me until marriage. Never had sex, crave it often but don't really get out much and live in a small town so I don't really have an opportunity to meet women. I know relationships can be anything from great to okay to even life ruining, and maybe I ultimately don't want to be with a woman, but I'd like to get a taste someday.

Would other anons be able to give me an idea of what I'm missing out on? All the little moments.