>>126975246
https://vocaroo.com/14yrsswWnm9X
A week ago I went through a break up in a 10 year relationship, was diagnosed with bpd, and now possibly psychosis or schizophrenia. For week I was hallucinating what looked like a white glowing orb streaking across the room. In my mind I thought it was my grandma trying to tell me not to kill myself but it only made my mental state worse so I believe they were bad spirits preying on my vulnerable life. I wanted to start a song that feels like a false sense of security but curiosity. I'm excited to work on it more and finish it.