>>508861813
>Brooke Rollins
Why am I not surprised it's a woman?

>>713145937
>Once you experience it with a person who you love and desire, and who loves and desires you, it's just different
Fixed that for you. Losing my virginity through a transaction was probably the biggest disappointment in my life. It wasn't anywhere as good as masturbation and I was down 60 bucks too. I chased the dragon for a while because I couldn't understand why people hyped sex up so much, until I realized this was all coming from the perspective of people who were actually normal and had sex with a girl who genuinely wanted to have sex with them.

Just to be clear, this isn't some doomer shit. I acknowledge that I'm not like "normal" guys, that I'm a late bloomer. I'm not going to downplay their achievement however, they did what they had to do to form a connection with someone and find love, and I haven't lifted a finger, so it's only natural I don't have it. That doesn't mean I've given up, though. Maybe I spent my early twenties thinking I'm worthless and will never get to stick my dick in a girl who likes me, but I grew tired of this mindset a while back. The only person holding me back is myself, and god damn it, I'm gonna have sex with a girl who actually wants to have sex with me one day.

that tomax shit just restocked, so i was thinking about finally getting an onahole. you guys got any recommendations? i'm thinking about buying venus real soft and then one other, though that doesn't necessarily have to be tomax, just something fun or interesting might be nice. also, is there a recommended heating stick or anything like that? the one on toydemon seems pretty shitty judging by the reviews.