>>81524156
I'm only 20 but thinking about the future legitimately shakes me to my core. Ive never really given thought for my future all that much, but a couple hours ago when i was thinking about moving out i was like "when i graduate school ill probably have have enough money to move out... maybe when im like 22, 23, 24 maybe." and then it dawned on me... ill be 22, 23, 24 very soon at that. I feel like ive wasted my prime years and am going to suffer through hell very soon. Just the idea of things getting objectively worse with age makes me so scared i dont know what to do. I wish I had somebody to comfort me and coddle me. I missed out on any sort of teenage love, and now that ive been out of hs its only been ever so more isolating since then. At least I have abuncha fags online to talk to <333