Now i try to have the mindset of "I already have what i desire" during my day to day lifee, but i keep swinging back to "I will eventually have it" mindset, which is clearly contradictrary, it's really hard, having the mindset of having something when you lack it especially if it's some crucial like money that effects all aspects of your day to day life, unless it's during the prayer/bed sessions.
sorry for sounding like a broken record

Now i try to have the mindset of "I already have what i desire" during my day to day lifee, but i keep swinging back to "I will eventually have it" mindset, which is clearly contradictrary, it's really hard, having the mindset of having something when you lack it especially if it's some crucial like money that effects all aspects of your day to day life