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Even if something tells me you'll reject it outright because of the context of this forum, I will try and nudge you the right way.

God is not a dad in the sky. It is not an all loving creature. Love is not fundamental. This is slave morality applied to humankind to make the pill go smoother.
God is the one from which multiplicity comes forth. This one has a will but does not directly interact with your mortal existence. It is a fracal singularity of which we imitate the abilities thourought our entire existence.
Things make more things. More things clump up into more complex things. This is emergence.
The atoms that make up your molecules, that make up your cells, that make up your organs that make up you, that make up your family that make up your society. These are direct proofs of a process. A process from which something new and more complex emerges every time.
What lies at the end of the chain? In a million years from now. What will the most complex emergent structure be capable of?
God is a father. The word is used often for a reason. Can a cat be a father to a dog?