i wish i got sent to a psych ward. that way people would stop putting all of their expectations on my shoulders. im also not fit for the real world. im not fit to make big decisions. let me rot in peace.
i want people to realize im a fucking retard that's barely hanging onto life by a thread. i have nothing to live for, nothing i want to achieve. im utterly mindbroken. i cant remember 90% of what i do in the day, i can barely do basic chores, and im an agp freak. i don't want to exist anymore, in any manner. i shouldn't have been born at all. i deserve all of the bad things that happen to me.
i can't do this anymore. i wish i could be someone useful, interesting or special. but im not.