>>40384235
>Thank you, I appreciate the effort.
I think I forgot to post the comic last thread after saying I did.. Gosh. Here you go!
>making peace with the fact I need to be alone for a good portion of my life
I am not 100% sure about that but.. one thing after the other.
>I can focus on on studying, job searches and drawing I think.
Then, let's set you a schedule, and try that for now. Ideally you would have a work desk that is separate from where you spend your free time. Basically, setting you up with a schedule. You'd set yourself an alarm for every day, even on days you won't study (but you should still put something else in a morning slot instead). Do you think that is worth trying?
As an aside: I always get tell people that studying is a full time job in and of itself. For example, taking the ECTS system at face value implies a full time Bachelor or Master student has a 70hr work week.
>So, like small habitual habits that keep me going on a weekly basis?
Yes,exactly! Reasons to get up in the morning, so to say. "Excuses".
>But, I will keep thinking about it for now until I can find a more resolute answer.
>I appreciate being able to talk to someone about these things without the fear of repercussions.
Take your time, I am happy to be there!
>>40385533
Such a relief to see you, b! Please, don't hesitate to speak up. I will always gladly listen.
>>40385475
>I tried to get close to people but it wasn’t enough and I’m not enough and I’m tired
Could you expand upon this? I understand self isolation is a common impulse in dire situations but.. it doesn't help. But I understand you tried and it felt like it didn't work out at all, so I wanna learn more.