30 old gamer here
The problem is, you spoiled yourself. You have too much.
I have a nice simple rig with a 1050ti in it that cost me £250. I buy around 2 games a year at max

You're now in a position that you can't not justify playing some repetitive over the shoulder multiplayer shooter AAA trite with ray trace bullshit etc

Those games are dull and uninteresting, and you are spoiled for choice with a library that's far too big to chose and you have guilt about not using it now you have it