>be me, 21 mtf
>never even had so much as a kiss
>read thread
>majority of people lost theirs before 18

I'm going to kill myself.
I only started masturbating at sixteen at here are anons that lost their V card at the same age

I'm a unlovable failure

How the fuck do I stop doing picrel?

I literally don't do anything, it's like I'm not even alive and I barely put in effort to pass and miss my injections all because of the anguish of not passing with minimal effort?

Like I know in my head that this is fucking insane and life ruining behavior and yet it's like I'm paralyzed and can't do anything