>>33204558
I'm at a crossroads anons. I'm 23, single, khv, black and still living with my parents. I'm 6 foot with a skinny physique. I'm not a TOTAL dyel but I could benefit from the looks department from lifting since I'm skinny and look weak. I told myself earlier I'd make myself lift more and go to the gym but I wonder whether or not it's worth it in the first place. Clearly I'm not good looking or charming or high status enough to be oiked or cared about or else I wouldn't still be single. Getting /fit/ wouldn't get me more money. It wont get me a higher paying job. It wont get me out of my parents' house. It wont get me a nice car. It would make me not boring. It wont make me funny. It won't make me white and attacctive. I asked others how to properly eat in order to get a good caloric excess in order to be able to gain muscle:

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but as I near the end of my work shift I'm losing motivation and the thought of me doing that in hopes that it would make me good looking enough to have confidence in myself feels laughable and pathetic now. To the people who know better than me, are better, have most/all things figured out, should I just quit weight lifting for good? I lift enough to not be super weak and I'm in shape enough to be in the National Guard but I don't look attractive at all. I'm still skinny and I don't think lifting would compensate for my many many other flaws, shortcomings, and failures.