where are all the normal, kind women? Tell me please. I want love just normal love, i want to embrace another human, but i am only attracted to women, but by far most of you are materialistic, shallow, performative and vile. I was an innocent boy who believed in love, but seriously im getting more jaded and cynical every year. My blackpill was just interacting with you. Just listening you all act and talk to each other is so disgusting. It made me sick to my stomach to see how you view men and even your other fellow women. Not a single crumb of idealism in your bones. The amount of respectable fully fleshed out women i have met , who i truly accept as good persons with higher thoughts is in the low double digits. I despise the most of you so much the hate is consuming me. You can call me an incel, but ive actually had sex, but having to listen to you spew some nonsense and having to pretend to be interested in your stupid self absorbed chatter after i reached post-nut clarity made me so disgusted that i rather take opiates and masturbate than having to endure your presence. How i wish i was gay and physically attracted to men, then i could disregard you completely