>>531762730
>he used the deadly word:pi**t
AIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>7622108
>waste years learning art and fundamentals when I'm clearly not talented and didn't start early
>it takes time away from actual important shit that could get me a high paying job
>one day realise art(of living beings) is forbidden heavily in islam
>so now i *need* to stop
>have to throw out all of my efforts into the metaphorical trash and restart my work on getting a real job
>1~2 years of mostly(as in, i drew once every 6~7 months and felt bad about it) not drawing go by
>life shafts me so i have nothing to do except for art, any books i try to read or games i try to play have to be put on hold for one reason or another
>theoretically, my skills are supposed to be worse now then they were then. so it should be fine....
>>>my art actually got better
>>>i deeply crave to draw living things
i hate it, the moment i stopped chasing after art improvement it started coming to me, i wish i knew better and manged things better. i plan to quit art again but currently i will stick around here and draw for a little while
>inb4 pyw
perma/beg/