>>40162599
>I'm changing but I don't know how. Before I felt like I was dead, now I feel like a kid, I don't know if it's good.
You are growing, (re)discovering yourself. Transition itself I describe as a kinda puberty, it is what a lot of what you peeps go through looks like for an outsider. It is always so beautiful to see people's lives fill with color and unfamiliar needs, wants and emotions.
>Idk how anyone ever works things out.
You're growing into it. And even when people look at you, thinking YOU are the one who has shit figured out, you will still feel like an adolescent on some level. And it will be okay. Often things will get less overwhelming even if they don't seem clear. It sounds like you are doing wonderfully. Confusion is an emotional state that often accompanies mental development in my experience.
>>40162773
>That they would do them without anyone seeing or caring or paying them for it.
Is there something that you find stimulating? Were there subjects that caught your interest? Or perhaps things and concepts don't pull you in, what about people?
>>40166495
>>40166495
>>40166529
>I'll end up nearer 1600-1800kcal anyway. Im substituting in cardio.
Perfect.
>Sorry for throwing a slur about
Girlie I am slur immune, I don't mind.
>I want it challenged honestly
I'm glad I could contribute to it then! I wish you nothing but the best you know?
>Thank you. Genuinely. I have more I want to say relating to all thi
Take all the time that you need, Navy.
>I think you do a lot more than you realise.
Thank you, Navy.. I tend to be too eager, I guess my monomaniacal drive needs to be reeled in at times to remain productive. Thank you for that.
>I would freeze I think.
I envy that. I am tired of >30°C weather.