Bro you gotta interact with people. I get you want a girlfriend, but understanding women as friends or even acquiantences does you more good when you want to get a girlfriend okay. You gotta interact. The most important thing is to keep trying with a good heart. Never lose faith in women, and it will not be easy, but the reward will be worth it. You will make women feel seen and heard, and that is the most valuable trait you can have as a man.