AI generated porn has really changed the way I view life. It made me question what is arousing, why I become aroused in the first place, what it means to be beautiful, I could go on. I used to be a heavy gooner. I'm talking to 2-4 sessions per day. But now? I never masturbate. I still look at women irl. I still catch myself looking at the sexiest bitches on the internet or instagram too. But that's it. I'm not sure if I'm simply spent or if I reached some sort of enlightenment. But all I know is that AI generated porn played a key role into making me the person I am today.

>reminisce the better days
>friendships that are long gone
>suddenly overwhelmed with a deep melancholy for the entire day
I can't really tell if it's melancholy anymore, or if I'm just depressed. Nothing I do seems to help fend it off. No matter what I do, the heavy feeling in my chest makes it hard to breathe. I can't seem to focus on anything.
What do you do to distract yourself from this feeling, frens?