You don't like women. Not even physically. A very simple way of testing that is to ask yourself if you would be attracted to a fit woman who was stranded on a desert island for a year. She has not showered, shaved or groomed herself for a year. Is she still hot? Be honest.

Because when you ask the same to a gay man about a fit man stranded, the answer will be YES. The body/facial hair will still be hot. The musk will be hot. The freckles on hos shoulders and back from the sunburn will be hot.

Gay men are attracted to men in the purest most natural form. You on the other hand are only attracted to the opposite gender when copious amounts of grooming, makeup and skin cream are involved.