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7/18/2025, 5:34:53 AM
>>81869267
the first one to sting a bit, but you still neglected to actually read everything i've posted in the thread
>how about you actually try being a better person then
you could always even ATTEMPT to give advice, but you seem to only like projecting.
>>81869285
i think validation is a really big motivator overall. i like to feel like the center of someone's life as they are to mine. i like to not feel so alone in how my brain processes emotions and how i attach to people. i want to be seen and for it to be reciprocated fully. i long for that, but it's not a healthy dynamic so that's painful.
>what do you want?
again, such a hard question for me. if i could change anything about myself, i'd probably say my willpower. i don't even think my emotions are exactly the issue, but the fact that i am so willing and even eager to just allow myself to sink into a complete stranger just for the /chance/ that they'd be able to give me that connection i yearn for. i nearly always regret giving myself so fully to someone who just ends up using me or leaving, but i'm the same fool who jumps in head first before anyone else. i wish i had restraint. i wish i was able to actually take my past experiences into perspective instead of just letting emotions and impulse cloud my judgement. it feels like this person will be my savior, and i treat them as such. i set myself up for failure, and i also put the person on such a high pedestal that it's impossible for them ot even reach, it's not fair to them either.
the first one to sting a bit, but you still neglected to actually read everything i've posted in the thread
>how about you actually try being a better person then
you could always even ATTEMPT to give advice, but you seem to only like projecting.
>>81869285
i think validation is a really big motivator overall. i like to feel like the center of someone's life as they are to mine. i like to not feel so alone in how my brain processes emotions and how i attach to people. i want to be seen and for it to be reciprocated fully. i long for that, but it's not a healthy dynamic so that's painful.
>what do you want?
again, such a hard question for me. if i could change anything about myself, i'd probably say my willpower. i don't even think my emotions are exactly the issue, but the fact that i am so willing and even eager to just allow myself to sink into a complete stranger just for the /chance/ that they'd be able to give me that connection i yearn for. i nearly always regret giving myself so fully to someone who just ends up using me or leaving, but i'm the same fool who jumps in head first before anyone else. i wish i had restraint. i wish i was able to actually take my past experiences into perspective instead of just letting emotions and impulse cloud my judgement. it feels like this person will be my savior, and i treat them as such. i set myself up for failure, and i also put the person on such a high pedestal that it's impossible for them ot even reach, it's not fair to them either.
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