>>40574087
It's a bit of a slippery slope. If I go to meet him and try to seek him out, then there'll be that subconscious intention in the back of my mind of what I want my relationship with him to be like. It wouldn't be organic. And if he's anything like what I remember, he's a bit of a pushover and would just go along happily with whatever, which I don't want to be the case. I'd rather find someone else.