Oh to be in England....
Right now Im having huge anxiety with whats going on with today's world. I feel like I keep falling down rabbit holes. Patterns. What the elites want. And what is happening in England terrifies me. Ive always wanted to travel to Europe meet people talk enjoy the culture, the architecture. I feel like im watching something that was the foundation for a lot of people and the genuine calm living for loads of nice people. I fear this will happen here to in the usa soon enough. I fear all those buildings will be lost. And the way of living. Ive always wanted to go see the cologne cathedral drink coffee have pastries and meet wonderful people. I feel like this dream is gone. We are watching the collapse of Europe in real time and im not sure if we will get it back. the government has betrayed us. all of our governments have betrayed us. Im hoping there will be something big soon. I feel like we are so docile right now and my generation has grown up not knowing what the fuck to do. And im hoping this is it. something to fight for.

I haven't been one to be super religious. But I can only find myself getting closer to god with everything going on. If these people can tribalise and show proudly violent culture and religion. I wanna proudly represent something. Anyway that I can fight back I will. They have done so much to change the culture of our people.

Divide and conquer. Is what they are doing.
We must help people who are to far gone.
Mental illness arises people turning on their own.
What are we doing......