>>33321721
Terrible honestly. That was around the time I got referred to the early intervention in psychosis services in my country, albeit nothing materialised.
I got arrested for trying to an hero amongst other shenanigans, which was pathetic, and subsequently prescribed antipsychotics, but the side effects were awful so I took them sporadically.
Eventually I would get booted out of school permanently and aimlessly bounced around jobs, at least I still had a roof over my head.
Honestly just a really dark and weird time for me. I'm glad it's over, though I can't say my life has improved much since.