I will never get to wake up next to this in my country solely because I am brown.
I feel like an alien because everybody denies and dismisses my experiences. White women have utter contempt toward brown men. It's not a simple "you aren't my type" problem but there is raw hatred. When I point this out, I am met with endless gaslighting.
It's weird because this place is also filled with browncels but they are in denial.