I can’t be reminded of childish things without getting really sad. Whether it’s a baby crying, kids toys or cute animals it makes me regress in a way. It makes me give up any sort of ‘adult’ confidence I have and revert to being a sensitive kid again who just wants to be cuddled by my mum or play again. I didn’t go through any childhood trauma. I’m a huge sperg and as a teenager I never had any friends or moved on like everyone else did so I wonder if it’s a sign of that. I work but don’t have any friends or do anything adult so I haven’t grown up much but when I think about maybe trying to act a bit ‘adult’ for once I think about how I’m going to regress and it’s holding me back. I want to stop this, how can I do this?