>>81652035
I don't hate myself at all. I hate my diseases but the fact that I want to free myself of it proves that I love myself more than you do.
The afterlife has been proven to exist, there are many books about it. Pretty much all research on neurochemistry confirms this. All of the events described in the Bible are historically verified. Do you have any idea how hard it would be to fake something like the entire Bible? You're playing with eternal fire by continuing to submit to your flesh.