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7/11/2025, 4:34:23 PM
>be me, 14
>only have 2 friends, one nonbinary the other a trans woman
>feel like i'm going insane from how much i hate being a woman
>try to look up successful women, female inventors, female esports players, etc
>don't feel any better
>obsess over differences in males and females, especially reaction speed (thanks matpat)
>lean harder into femininity to try to make myself feel better
>only get more dysphoric, obsessing over my hips voice and being totally unable to look down when undressed, even on the toilet
>finally ask my tgirl friend if i might be trans, not telling her all of the above
>"less than 1% of the population is trans so prolly not"
>cry for hours after
>start taking antidepressants
>only makes me feel worse, start walking as far as i can from home at night
>not able to walk very far, weak from intentional malnourishment to slow the effects of puberty
>turn 15, pretty soon after come out to most people i know as nonbinary
>only my mom and my sister use my pronouns
>mfw my trans friends don't even use my pronouns
>mother is kind of cringe, calls me her sapling but it's kind of endearing and better than her being unsupportive
>live in missouri so could genuinely have been put in conversion therapy if i was unlucky
>sister calls me a bitch all the time, gets upset that i'm "turning it into a gendered thing"
>same year, come out as a trans man just to stop people using she/her for me
>finally works, everyone is using he/him
>only have 2 friends, one nonbinary the other a trans woman
>feel like i'm going insane from how much i hate being a woman
>try to look up successful women, female inventors, female esports players, etc
>don't feel any better
>obsess over differences in males and females, especially reaction speed (thanks matpat)
>lean harder into femininity to try to make myself feel better
>only get more dysphoric, obsessing over my hips voice and being totally unable to look down when undressed, even on the toilet
>finally ask my tgirl friend if i might be trans, not telling her all of the above
>"less than 1% of the population is trans so prolly not"
>cry for hours after
>start taking antidepressants
>only makes me feel worse, start walking as far as i can from home at night
>not able to walk very far, weak from intentional malnourishment to slow the effects of puberty
>turn 15, pretty soon after come out to most people i know as nonbinary
>only my mom and my sister use my pronouns
>mfw my trans friends don't even use my pronouns
>mother is kind of cringe, calls me her sapling but it's kind of endearing and better than her being unsupportive
>live in missouri so could genuinely have been put in conversion therapy if i was unlucky
>sister calls me a bitch all the time, gets upset that i'm "turning it into a gendered thing"
>same year, come out as a trans man just to stop people using she/her for me
>finally works, everyone is using he/him
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