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>(very cringe of me)
Cringe is ded, long live Navy.
>Sorry for being like extremely mentally ill for like what 10 days? I don't wanna be a worry but yea...
Girl this is /sig/, not "everyone is okay and perfectly fine and nothing bad ever happens general". On the contrary, if this general helped keep you afloat you did the right thing! Am proud of you.
Also.. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. Once that is dealt with I really should look into cancer screening..
>holy fuck it smarts tho.
I heard it's not the most pleasant experience, and it's gonna take a few sessions before you really see results. You are doing amazing.
>Ordered an at home blood test kit so I'll be checking levels in a week or so.
Perfect!
>It's not the reason for everything but it sure didn't help (my gym being shut for 2+ weeks now also didn't help).
There is so much stuff that can fuck us over subconsciously, I think it is important we cut ourselves plenty of slack because of that.
>Apologies for letting the thread die yesterday as well
You're such a sweetheart, every bump is appreciated but I don't want anyone to feel obligated!
>Oh fucking eugh forgot so spamming the thread like an insaneo.
Girlie have you SEEN my posting style? Compared to my alphabet monoliths you are still perfectly hinged.
>I'm going to look into idk a paddle or something similar
Oh yes, bdsm is a valid pick! There is a whole thing about sub space and all that stuff that helps some people wrangle their nervous system.
>it's frankly not fair to others for me to be super mentally ill all over the place.
Nuance: some people can't handle it, some people can. You can only know by taking feedback at face value. I, for example, can handle it.