How over are things for you?

From a scale of 1 to 10
With 1 being things in life have never been better actually.
And 10 being I need to kill myself right now.

Im not actually a bottom its just that everytime i top i cum in seconds. Its been like this literally my entire life i cant help it, the longest ive lasted topping was 10 minutes and i came so hard i thought i was gonna pass out :(