>>40570256
>how do you cope with the embarrassment
Well, the only person I’m really submitting in front of is my owner. We have been together a long time, and so I trust him and love him and can be vulnerable in front of him. It pleases him when I submit, so any embarrassment is really just internal, self-inflicted, and abstract. That makes it easier to put aside. This is also why I generally prefer a calm, confident alpha who uses positive reinforcement (“good boy”), compliments with an edge (“you’ve put in so much work to make your ass nice and bubbled for my cock”), and light teasing (“I know how much you like huffing my balls…”) over someone who is too overtly mean and insulting.

Honestly, it’s also just been helpful getting big and buff. It’s not the healthiest way of thinking, but at a certain point I felt like I was big enough that I can be kind of cringe and still be desirable, masculine, powerful, etc. Like I’ve earned it, or I have enough offsetting qualities or something.

You can also kind of meme yourself into more positive thinking about it via the submission itself. My owner is great, and he chose me—not despite the submission but partly because of it. It brings him pleasure, which is one of my drives, so it’s actually a very good thing I’m a beta.

>>40563466
Thank you! I have many singlets and jockstraps. I would post uncovered butt here, but I don’t think that’s allowed. Are cheeks without hole against the rules?

>>40564091
You look great btw. Big and powerful.

>>40570445
That’s really awesome praise. All of my teens were spent drooling over muscle morphs and drawings, hoping one day I might even come CLOSE. It’s wild to hear that I maybe got my wish.

Happy leg day, everyone. Managed to work up to 385 lbs for 6 ATG squats.