>>81480107
im not that kind extreme i just get trust issues and cry but im never angry
in fact im worried this might be an issue because if i fall in love id probably just let them get away with anything

>>81480103
you would think so but girls my age are more judgemental than guys. i have mostly guy friends left at this point plus social media mutuals but eh

>>81480110
being lonely isnt exactly the main topic per se i mostly am talking about feeling an extreme lack of peer approval / acknowledgement of my being as a whole and how i dunno how to deal with it in an ethical way , without being slutty or without being something i am not