On another semi-related topic, I'm sure this person I know is part white now for sure. I only suspected it before, sometimes she looks like a pretty plain white girl, and passes off as a white girl pretty well, but their features are almost 'exotic'and a little different. She basically has really similar skin, and features to Halsey who is half black, so I don't know I really wonder now what she is.

I was thinking about how they're exotic to me, I don't know if exotic would be the right word, because they pass off as a plain white person so well, but they have this really unique look to them and they have this really different taste and style that I find almost 'intoxicating' somehow and I am horrendously drawn and attracted to it.

Of course they like carebears. Because care bears (the original) suits how they are in someway that feels impossible to describe other then it fits them. And likewise growing up and loving care bears, it makes me love them for all the reasons I loved carebears.

But it's kind of similar to that, it feels like in thinking about how they're exotic to me, it feels like they're from this lost civilization or world, I guess she sort of reminds me of some depictions of Egypt in some ways, in others I sort of think of Atlantis, but I'm not really sure.

I kind of think of he-man and she-ra and I imagine she's from whatever world she-ra is from.

I don't know if she really has barbarian in her, she doesn't seem parroculalry intimidating, fierce or like she descends from warriors outright, but it's hard to be sure exactly. I really wonder what about her ancestors because of that. We're they just peasants? I can't imagine them being just regular normal people either.