my mfw wearing shorts in public that reveal my cutting scars

i accidentally made eye contact while sucking his cock am i gay now

>>81782464
the only girl i know is my little sister...

>you killed the boy, you didnt just dream it?
yes
>you buried him?
yes
>do you remember where?
yes

>wake up
>immediately start attention whoring online
why am i like this

I have this girl I really like, a lot, who laughs at everything I do(as I do for her), we have similar interests, we play vidya for hours on end, she even has a cute nickname for me. But she doesn't want to date anyone right now until after college is over, and no, that wasn't in response to me asking either.
It kinda sucks but maybe I can wait. Chances are that I'm not going to meet anyone else that good in years anyways. No, she doesn't know what I look like, but I think I'm a 7.5/10, my ex even said so. I don't know if that's really good enough, anyway...