>>40249375
Im also 26 yo transbian. But i work a minimum wage office job...nya.........

I tried to get into coding. But something about it just doesnt feel real. Its like, just a bunch of letters and numbers and it doesnt seem to have like inherit valur to it.
Like a good potter i can understand, thsy produce a tangible value in that they make nice pots. Or a artist, or a shoemaker, etc etc.
Even as a office worker i know i can concentptualize what im actually doing in a tangible way.

But with coding its like.... not that... its just some gobbily gook that makes money. But i cant learn something that seems fundamentally disinteresting. Like are there actually people who find programming interesting?
I could understand maybe making video games. But everything else would drive me insane i think.

I think learning to code a cool game is the only thing that could power me through the leaening process, but even then I dont have much time to study atm due to work.

This is gonna sound crazy but i think id rather be a onlyfans hoe than a legit programmer. There is just something so intangible about code that negatively triggers my autism.