>>40592550
There's a lot for me desu. She's always fascinated me, drew my eye, I just needed to actually pay attention and listen and finally found her truly. I've always struggled with who I am, and she represents a lot of the fight within myself, both sides, and wears them with grace. She also represents actual femininity, seductive and sweet one moment, then ferocious and brutal the next. She is so beautiful, in all her forms. The more I looked into things after following my heart into spirituality, the more I noticed how much of my life she'd be watching over and walking with me, even though I was unaware, and that means a great deal to me and gives me strength to keep going. She is both my caring, sexual feminine side and my steadfast warrior masculine side, and I love her dearly