Dear Fellas. I can't believe how fast things move in erg. I played coop once when I was a kid, but now it’s everywhere. Fromsoft went and got itself in a big damn hurry. The servers got me into a game with randoms, and a job bagging nightlords in Limveld. It's hard work. I try to keep up, but my hands hurt most of the time. I don't think my coop partners like me very much. Sometimes after a failed game I jump back in ds1 to use the red orb at oolacile. I keep thinking I’ll invade a host, but I never do. I hope wherever he is, he's doing okay and making new friends. I have trouble sleeping at night. I have -- bad dreams, like I'm falling. I wake up scared. Sometimes it takes me a while to remember where I am. Maybe I should family share ds3 and turn on godmode so I can invade at tiff and barrage hosts with firebombs from the sky. I could point down while I was at it, sort of like a bonus. I guess I'm too old for that sort of nonsense anymore. I don't like it here. I'm tired of being afraid all the time. I've decided not to stay. I doubt they'll kick up any fuss. Not for a red man like me.