>>76375436
I’m only 23 and I fucked up and became an alcoholic. I am up to almost a 6 pack a fucking day and I used to cope and say I don’t have a problem and I can control it but now I am pretty sure I have a problem and can’t control it. Being sober is excruciating now, not physically, but mentally. I know if I continue it will get to that point. I wish I could stop but the cycle of anxiety and depression during the comedown and subsequent sobriety push me to drink over and over again. I am “functional” in that I am disciplined to be /fit/ but my social life is in shambles because I need to be at least somewhat sauced to enjoy a conversation with someone. Pic unrelated but advice appriciated.