I deeply apologise for my poor English. I promise, from now on, my English will be much better

>(((scientism))) vs (((christfaggotry))).
The West has fallen. (((They))) are everywhere.
Its over. We lost.

>>33254845
>be gifted kid in school
>started college a year after graduating hs
>chose to study civil engineering
>realize I'm way too retarded now to understand what's going and not fall behind
>failing most courses (even introduction to calculus)
>negative charisma points to even think about going to humanities
>gf is getting her title next year having a GPA of 4.8

I unironically peaked in school. I spent my free months doing the only thing I enjoy, which is playing vidya and that fried my brain. I don't feel like studying because that doesn't bring me any gratification, it never did in school either, the only thing that felt good was when I got to play on my computer. My girlfriend will probably dump me after she realizes that I'm one of the things dragging her down, I just hope that it will come soon enough before jeopardizing her future even further.