>>81768098
seems like the usual, you have to take charge of sex and stuff and perform.
i don't wanna be a bastard but maybe thats the best thing for you right now? you can tell me to fuck off this is rather insensitive.
as for hook ups, i mean wrap your dick and stuff y'know? don't fuck dirty girls......etc i used to denounce it in the past not because i felt some moral aversion to it but because it doesn't excite me at all.
i feel i would be more ashamed of myself than when i use my hand lol but after i saw some people look even more happier and energetic from it i figured its got to help something and maybe i was wrong? you've already been hurt man you never know....
i never really felt like anyone, not even just a man not even a human, i'm okay with it now it's whatever not like something will change in my life to where i change my mind.
i just stay healthy and try and help people if they are cool. hope these help soothe your mind a little
>my blood is black