I was seeing a married woman for nearly 4 months and I fell in love with her in that time, she was going through things and was living on this collective in the mountains at the time and we spent a most of our free time together. She was funny, outgoing and adventurous plus the sex was amazing, she went back to her husband after a while and she blocked me on everything. Now im trying to cope with the fact I developed feelings for this lady while she went back to her husband in a nicer part of the state, she literally haunts me and it sucks that I can’t seem to find anyone around with her desire to explore and wander like I do. I’m guessing some therapy is in order here