>>81771468
there is always work in IT as long as people use networks and computers there will need to be people who install and maintain them
right now, however, you just need a job: any job
agriculture is much harder to get into in any decent way
>do i just say fuck it and leave?
how much money do you actually have?
just leaving is very sink or swim
>i don't know how to survive
you literally just need a job and the ability to take deliveries or get to a supermarket
>is it one of those things where pondering it until its too late will fuck me over?
yes the longer you wait the worse it becomes
right now you are like 20 and people will cut you a lot of slack which they will not afford you at 30
none of this is as hard as you think it is
the hardest part is getting a job but doing it and keeping it will almost certainly be much easier
being alive and adulting yourself is seriously really really easy and you are entirely capable of doing it
>i can barely even order food by myself
why?
which part of the process can you not do?
you could download an app, navigate the menus, add stuff, type in your address, click order, and enter your card details so why can you barely do this?
these days you don't even have to take a delivery because they will just leave it on your doorstep since everyone is such a retard they aren't even capable of not being in their underwear for ten minutes
you've learned (been trained) to be helpless and dependent so you can be controlled and only you can break out of that

have you ever watched welcome to the nhk? if you have, remind yourself what happens at the end satou is cut off and has to choose between starving and getting a job so he finds work as a traffic officer granted that is in japan where the institutions which facilitate that are easier and more apparent but it's still something you are capable of
nobody is coming
you have to be the one who actions change or it will eventually be too late