>>81855104
Feels like it's just too late anyway. Not like I'm really interested in moving to some foreign country with lower standard of living for the off chance that something might happen.
>Don't expect them to love you for your personality
Yeah don't think I could be with someone who just sees me as a potential ticket to leaving their country.
>>81855109
>>81855150
I can relate to the no feeling like you haven't grown up since then. Even if outwardly I have my shit mostly in order. Feels like something somewhere just snapped at some point and I stopped progressing.
>>81855159
Nice frog. I can relate to empathy decreasing. I don't feel happy about other people being harmed but kinda apathetic to it.

General question before I fuck off, should I leave a note saying I'm gone, don't look for me, I'll be dead when you read this etc. or not? Mostly worried about family struggling to pronounce me dead and insurance stuff. I don't think they'll find me, I plan to hike way out into the mountains before I kill myself. Off of any trails.