I rmbr ur thread/s

Looks like it's taken a more sombre note, with the added contextual details of your family and life circumstances

You seem to have matured or grown more self aware and generally aware, more down to earth and able to see the circumstances for what it is

I think some of the steps you should take are pretty obvious

Considering you likely just want to achieve the normie standardised pipeline of marriage kids

Keep going through the dice roll of human beings until you find ones that can help you realise your goals. Relocation maybe, a new job, a plan, etc

Gluck, I enjoyed reading some of your descriptions and characterisations of humans and yourself

I can't get a job how do I live