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partitioned consciousness.. is like having a second operating system you can't normally access.. but someone else apparently can. i managed to activate it only once on my own back when i was 18 or 19.. literally watched my body walking away from the location and am missing maybe days before i came back to my ordinary consciousness while counting the eleven points on the star of the badge of a federal marshal. riding unrestrained in the back of the sedan of a couple federal marshals, front seat passenger had taken out his thick wallet to show the badge. they seemed casual and relaxed and dropped me at a civilian psych facility that held me for a week in observation.. but as of the moment i had snapped back to my own ordinary consciousness i had nothing wrong with me to observe. not so sure about what had taken place during the time i was out of it though..

i do also remember the various mk program activities during my earlier years as well as several other kids i was around who were, in retrospect, obviously as involved or far more involved in these programs than i was.

it was during the cold war in europe.. there were applications for those who had been subjected to the conditioning and additional training.

for those with the experience it is probably much easier to simply forget than to try to make sense of the memories.. but its not even close to the intensity of the technology of the beings from the stars despite some programs attempting to imitate this level of effect. orders of magnitude of difference. the human effort to interfere with consciousness is trivial by comparison even with the installation of fully functional alternate personalities that can be activated on command.

with the human effort i had some form of quasi awareness that ran along with my ordinary consciousness keeping me informed with an alternate impression of interpretation of events.. this second track of insight was usually held in mind as 'irrational' but not subconscious