is being tall really that big of a deal for women?

I know a guy who barely brushes his teeth, is fat, has a neck beard is basically a man child at 26, cuts himself and still manages to get women because he is 6 foot

Frankly i'm disgusted by him, basically a 6 foot tall toddler

I'm 5'10, I have a good job, look good, clean, handle all of my own shit, go to gym and do running, I get attention from women but with this disgusting oaf around I get less when he is objectively worse in every single way except 2 inches of height.

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average European woman if the Germans won the war

>Semen Retention for 2 months also
>Suddenly open to spirituality
>Extreme motivation to learn about how to control my mind and body
>Started working out and doing rooning
>Lots more social
>Speak to friend about spirituality and consciousness
>Look in to consciousness theories and other fringe things like Wim Hof
>Stuff I would have laughed at before now doesn't seem crazy
>Realise science can't explain everything so why try and make it fit everything something's are better off unknown and for spiritual people

Why have I went from Science only chud to now very open after not touching my cock, does it hold this much power over me that I was actually blocking spiritual energy by releasing my semen.