>>63822246
No, you're not crazy, you're based. It is a man's duty to be prepared to protect his family.
There are two sides of the coin. One side is gear, the other is fitness and training to use it.
What's your mile time? If it's not good, no worries, get to rooning.
A man who roons and saves up for good gear will be much more capable than a man with shitloads of shit gear and no cardio.
Gear is based on needs. What do you see yourself needing to do?