this year i'll turn 30 and my family just forgot about me, ever since my mother passed away, me and my brothers have grown more distant, i always helped my sister (who's suicidal) even rescued her many many times taken her to to the whospital because she was trying to kill herself every week, my older brother was always distant. last year i was alone during my birthday,christmas and new year's. its not like i'm asking people to grovel at my feet but i do miss talking to someone and being loved.